My friend N smokes, but she is not a smoker.
After dinner, she quietly goes to her purse, disappears, and finds a private place to smoke one cigarette.
She relishes the relaxing effect the nicotine has on her. She totally enjoys every drag. Smoking puts her in a peaceful mood. During a few short minutes, N's cigarette gives her a calming respite to a stressful day.
But she doesn't want anyone to know.
Smoking is so yesterday.